Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Happy Valentine's Day Honey!
On this Valentine’s Day, I will promise to love you forever…
On your LVAD sad days, I’ll do everything in my power to make you smile…
On the days when you don’t feel like fighting, , I’ll fight for you…
On the days when there’s disappointment, I’ll remind you of the light at the end of the tunnel…
On the days when you get frustrated because you’re hooked to a twenty foot cord, I will tell you how happy I am that you are still here with me…
On the days when you’ve been strong long enough, I’ll be there to cry with you…
On the days when you feel broken, I’ll remind you that Gods watching over us…
On the days your feeling insecure, I’ll tell you how awesome you are…
On the days when life doesn’t seem fair, I’ll be there to hold you…
On the days that you don’t want to stand up for yourself, I’ll stand up for you…
On the days when you can’t find the words, I will be your voice…
As long as there is breath within me, I will always love you, and continue to honor
you each and every day of my life.
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| Happy Valentine's Day Sweetheart! |
Friday, January 27, 2012
LVAD Life & Love...
The LVAD life for us, really isn't any different from any other, in the aspect that you have good days and bad days. What is different is, every day I feel like I’m fighting for what’s right for my Jason, and sometimes it can get discouraging. I never want there to be a day that I don’t fight for Jason and an easier way of life for him. He is such a kind man, and has the biggest heart that I’ve ever known. He sees the good in strangers and thinks that everyone has his best interest at heart. When things go wrong, He is always the first one to say this is God’s plan and I believe everything he is saying, but sometimes, it doesn’t stop the tears from falling.
Have you ever met or known someone that is meaner than dirt, but in perfect health?, Or someone that doesn’t care if they live or die? Those people frustrate me, but I have to say that I am also sad for those people, because I know that their life experiences have made them that way. When I look at Jason I see someone that is fighting to stay in this world every day and for someone to take that for granted…It just makes me sad.
Of course, I do have to mention that fact that some women will fuss about their boyfriends or husbands and what they do and don’t do. It makes me feel sad, but of course I never say anything. What I want to say is, I hope my Jason will be here 50 years from now so I can fuss at him something so small…It makes you feel disconnected from people, because some don’t understand our life. We don’t worry about the small stuff, only BIG things matter in our house…
When Jason was place on hold on the transplant list, I felt like I wanted to cry for days. All I kept thinking about was that a heart was going to come in for my Jason, and he wasn’t going to be able to get it because of his lack of insurance. Jason was the one that made my heart stop feeling so heavy. He said to me “Shannon, God will give me the heart that was meant for me"... It’s times like this that he blows my mind…Jason never ceases to amaze me.
I would be lying if I said sometimes I don’t wish for a boring week every now and then. Still if I knew then what I know now, I would totally do everything a millions times over. Jason is my rock and he is my passion. I never want to imagine my life without Jason in it. Along with my Children, he is my world. God blessed me the day I met Jason, and I’ll always be grateful to him for that.
I’ll never forget this. Before Jason’s LVAD surgery, I was so scared of the unknown, I needed him to come back to me after surgery. I was talking with my sister Heather and I said Heather ,I haven’t had enough time with him, we should’ve done this or that and she stopped me and said Shannon, you have had more meaningful memories with Jason, than you’ve had in your lifetime. She made me realized that day that she was right. God has shown me what love is, and although I may not have the perfect life from the outside looking in I have my perfect love, and he stands beside me…LVAD and all…
Have you ever met or known someone that is meaner than dirt, but in perfect health?, Or someone that doesn’t care if they live or die? Those people frustrate me, but I have to say that I am also sad for those people, because I know that their life experiences have made them that way. When I look at Jason I see someone that is fighting to stay in this world every day and for someone to take that for granted…It just makes me sad.
Of course, I do have to mention that fact that some women will fuss about their boyfriends or husbands and what they do and don’t do. It makes me feel sad, but of course I never say anything. What I want to say is, I hope my Jason will be here 50 years from now so I can fuss at him something so small…It makes you feel disconnected from people, because some don’t understand our life. We don’t worry about the small stuff, only BIG things matter in our house…
When Jason was place on hold on the transplant list, I felt like I wanted to cry for days. All I kept thinking about was that a heart was going to come in for my Jason, and he wasn’t going to be able to get it because of his lack of insurance. Jason was the one that made my heart stop feeling so heavy. He said to me “Shannon, God will give me the heart that was meant for me"... It’s times like this that he blows my mind…Jason never ceases to amaze me.
I would be lying if I said sometimes I don’t wish for a boring week every now and then. Still if I knew then what I know now, I would totally do everything a millions times over. Jason is my rock and he is my passion. I never want to imagine my life without Jason in it. Along with my Children, he is my world. God blessed me the day I met Jason, and I’ll always be grateful to him for that.
I’ll never forget this. Before Jason’s LVAD surgery, I was so scared of the unknown, I needed him to come back to me after surgery. I was talking with my sister Heather and I said Heather ,I haven’t had enough time with him, we should’ve done this or that and she stopped me and said Shannon, you have had more meaningful memories with Jason, than you’ve had in your lifetime. She made me realized that day that she was right. God has shown me what love is, and although I may not have the perfect life from the outside looking in I have my perfect love, and he stands beside me…LVAD and all…
Monday, January 9, 2012
Jason & LVAD Friends On Pinterest...
Yes, I have to say, My name is Shannon Emory, and I am addicted to Pinterest! For those of you who don't know Pinterest is an Online Clipboard for just about anything!
I made a "Board" on there for Jason and LVAD Friends. This board includes motivational Quotes that I hope you all will love, I will also keep this open for others to add "Pins" also. I will have to add the names so just send your name to be added! If you are not yet a member just send my your email and I can invite you.Have a Great Day, and Have Fun Pinning!
I made a "Board" on there for Jason and LVAD Friends. This board includes motivational Quotes that I hope you all will love, I will also keep this open for others to add "Pins" also. I will have to add the names so just send your name to be added! If you are not yet a member just send my your email and I can invite you.Have a Great Day, and Have Fun Pinning!
Thursday, December 15, 2011
My Love Letter Pre LVAD Surgery...And Life Lessons..
Now I know what you're thinking, what does the love letter have to do with an LVAD blog...Well alot because not only is this an LVAD blog, but it is also about our life and our love.
Today I wanted to share the importance of putting everything out there. If you are like me, sometimes I say it better on paper..or on a blog. I've gotten alot better though, Our relationship has gotten alot deeper since the LVAD surgery (and I love it)
I've always been one those people that would regret words that had gone unsaid. I will add there are still people in my life that I have yet to say everything I want to to them ...but Jason is not one of them. The truth is sometimes its HARD to talk to people,( not Jason) thats when a letter is needed. That way you said everything, that is needed to be said, and what that person does with it is left up to them.
I've got to say, I've always been a sweet and tenderhearted person, but I never went out of my way to show strangers my true heart. Now, if they have impacted my life, I make sure to let them know no matter how awkward it makes me feel, Im always happy in the end. You never know how much something you say or do will impact someone elses life. Strangers that we have met that are so sweet, willing to offer advice, and truly care? They blow my mind each and every time, I have even be known to cry from an email a time or two.
I was given the impression as a child not to cry, and I still have I hard time when I just can't help it! I even apologized to Jason at a viewing this week, because I couldn't get "Strong" enough to stop. All he said was "It's ok Shannon" and just held my hand. Somehow, I have the mindset that cry is being weak, when it should only be letting others know you have a heart.
When Jason was in the hospital I was so scared a few days before his surgery, even though I knew God would be watching over him. I wrote him this letter so nothing would be left unsaid,( I knew if I started reading it myself, the flood gates were gonna open..) ENJOY!
Today I wanted to share the importance of putting everything out there. If you are like me, sometimes I say it better on paper..or on a blog. I've gotten alot better though, Our relationship has gotten alot deeper since the LVAD surgery (and I love it)
I've always been one those people that would regret words that had gone unsaid. I will add there are still people in my life that I have yet to say everything I want to to them ...but Jason is not one of them. The truth is sometimes its HARD to talk to people,( not Jason) thats when a letter is needed. That way you said everything, that is needed to be said, and what that person does with it is left up to them.
I've got to say, I've always been a sweet and tenderhearted person, but I never went out of my way to show strangers my true heart. Now, if they have impacted my life, I make sure to let them know no matter how awkward it makes me feel, Im always happy in the end. You never know how much something you say or do will impact someone elses life. Strangers that we have met that are so sweet, willing to offer advice, and truly care? They blow my mind each and every time, I have even be known to cry from an email a time or two.
I was given the impression as a child not to cry, and I still have I hard time when I just can't help it! I even apologized to Jason at a viewing this week, because I couldn't get "Strong" enough to stop. All he said was "It's ok Shannon" and just held my hand. Somehow, I have the mindset that cry is being weak, when it should only be letting others know you have a heart.
When Jason was in the hospital I was so scared a few days before his surgery, even though I knew God would be watching over him. I wrote him this letter so nothing would be left unsaid,( I knew if I started reading it myself, the flood gates were gonna open..) ENJOY!
09/23/2011
Jason,
I just wanted to write you a quick note, of encouraging words and of course love. I cannot believe that it has been almost a year in a half since “we” first began.OH MY GOSH! (can you hear me saying it…LOUD..?) I still feel the same today, as I felt back then. You still give me butterflies, I still get nervous and our relationship never gets boring.
I remember talking to you all night on the phone and knowing how lucky I was that we found each other again. Believe me, I know we haven’t had the easiest road by any means, but our love conquered everything that anyone or anything threw at us. There were plenty of times that we could’ve turn our back on one another, but It says a lot for us… that we never did.
I love so many things about us. The best thing, beside our love… is our laughter. I love laughing with you, and I love the way you hold on to me when you laugh. I love being close to you. I could never get close enough, or kiss you enough. I know… I’m greedy right?
I could never imagine a life without you. You are the first thing I think about in the morning and the last thing I think about when I close my eyes at night (even though you’re right there!) I know I sound like the movies..but you complete me. I have everything I’ve always wanted with you.. and yes I mean everything . There’s no way for you to ever know how much love is in my heart for you.
I know we have a long, exciting, scary road ahead of us, but I am so ready for it. Yes, there may be days that things seem unfair..and it is, but we are blessed in so many other ways. How many people do you know that have the love that we have? Its sad to say, but not many. I’ll be there to help you, to comfort you, to cry with you, to be happy with you and to cheer you on, every step of the way.
That’s all for now, just don’t ever doubt my love for you, even for a minute. I am honored to call you my boyfriend, and I feel like the luckiest girl in the world each and every day with you by my side.
All my love, Shannon
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